It has been again a long time i know. . .
But if only you knew how much has happended. Well it would seem that life, despite how hard we try to control it, would only tame us. Through every ups and downs. But i would guess that they only create themselves if we engender them to happen! But i could be wrong. We cannot prevent what we cannot predict right? It would also seem that i'm too young to understand those and thus i rest my case :) But again i could be wrong! It gets to be learned by itself!! Haha! what could be worse!?!
However i think that trying to understand things that run faster than us is not meant to be known. It won't stop for us. It goes on and this flow must not be stopped. So anyway! We'll die anyway! why suicide? why try so hard? it's obvious! it's right here! i'm on my way guys!! XD I'll fight for those i have lost... and those i don't want to lose! So maybe i'm late... Maybe i have to catch this up... ;) so get up! Get out! and find the purpose of all your waiting. There's nothing that can be wrong! it's all part of growing up...